To what you might ask or from where?
To be extremely honest I don't really know!
I started this blog years ago and although I have changed the name and deleted all past content it still haunts me! I just can't seem to shove it away in it's little box and forget about it. I want this to be about me and not about everyone else. I want this to have a beginning and an end at some point. That end would come when I finally find the middle ground that I am so longing for. You see my life seems to swing from left to right and never rests at that middle ground where everything is "just right". Does that middle ground actually exist? If it does how on earth do you get there? so much has happened in the past that it is hard to believe this is where I'm at(details to come later)....
Back track Dec 2010...I get married again; yes I said again.... It's my second marriage and I'm sure that this will last forever! He is exactly everything I'm looking for...honest, funny, handsome, a great father to my son and someone that everyone can rely on. In my eyes I struck gold and he adored me as well.
He's in the army and after getting married we are going to have to move to be together, so 5 months later in May 2001 I am putting in my noticed at the office where I have built a good name and worked hard to gain my position, packing up my quaint little apartment that is filled with memories and saying goodbye to friends and family that I have lived no more the 5 miles from my entire life. Life is changing and I thought it was for the better.................
More to come
Goodnight friends
